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Hiii~ :iconbunnyloveplz:

I haven't seen you guys in so long! Oh God, I really apologize, I haven't really forgotten any one of you... I know it seems like I did, but you will always be in my heart :iconcraiplz:

It feels a little strange to write in a white journal skin again, but it's charming the way it is. @ v @;;;; I have no idea of how I manage to get almost 1000 pageviews in the time I've been inactive, it kinda feels strange... You guys are so many, sometimes I wonder where you came from @ A @

Talking about "white skin", I know you all are nice and like giving me stuff, but I ask you not to worry with my premium membership being gone, if you have noticed I've been barely active here and don't have much time to spend, even though I'd love to. I thank you guys' kindness. ; w ; :heart::heart:

So I feel like time is passing and I've been in a bubble... I saw that many of my dA friends had birthdays, but I didn't even congratulate them because I didn't appear here... I apologize again :iconmenmacryplz: but I hope you understand that this rush in my life is happening not because I want to, but because the circumstances make me do it. I swear I wanted to come back so I could be with my dearest friends and watchers, but I spend most my time studying or sleeping :icondesucryplz: (studying makes me tired, so I go to bed so I can study the day after). And that's my everyday cicle = v =

And... Every time of my life is made of a certain obsession. The average of my obsession for dA was when I was 15/16 years old. I remember spending hours here replying all my messages so I could get tons more in the day after T v T.... Great memories... I hope you don't get me wrong, I wish I could come back here and do the same I did two years ago, but my lack of time and my current obsessions won't let me do it :iconrazycryplz:

Now for the personal part of this Journal. T u T
I know I told this to very few of my friends, especially here. But my current obsession with online games lead me to meet someone special in about half year ago :iconuhuhuhuplz:

You know what I mean with "special someone", right? ; u ;
I can't let go of him TTATT :iconheartrollplz::iconiluplz::iconiluplz:
I'm so so happy :iconpandarunplz:

But anyways, about my life in general... I told you guys I didn't pass on that exam, right? I took this time to think about things carefully. And now I've started thinking about becoming an architect. I have been practicing some especific drawing styles such as solid drawing and realistic anatomy (yes, I've been seriously drawing realistic anatomy :iconlazypoolplz: it is not difficult, but I still gotta try harder T v T) so I'm planning to pass that exam on May this year. Ain't nobody stopping me now :icondivaplz:

I swear to you guys that my life is really busy right now and I hope you guys understand how difficult it is to keep contact with the guy I like and a bunch of friends, but I'll do an abnormal struggle to reply all the messages I get in deviations, journals and my profile. I also apologize because I had to remove a bunch of messages I had earlier, I can't keep up with them T u T but now things seem to have quieted down, nobody remembers me anymore so I don't need to worry about being snowed-under with messages again. ; o ;)/
I'm curious to know about the lives of you guys.... How has everyone been? I'd be happy if you talked to me :iconsawakowaveplz:

Take care, sweeties :iconkissinguplz:

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